Twisted-Legend

I seem to be thinking about her latley, this girl I see in my dreams. It's always the same girl but I never recognise her until its too late and I've woken up. She told me the way when I was lost in the station, She protected me against the vampires, she pulled the fractured parts of me together by asking me to marry her. I always know who she is but I don't know if she exists, I wonder if maybe she is a dream of mine of if maybe she is someone else dreaming too. To the wishers and the dreamers may you find your lost ones and remember their faces when you wake.

I feel very strange, things have been dwelling on my mind. my family has been having a bit of trouble recently but I think I can cope, I just worry what will happen to them because I don't think any of them would be as able to deal with it as me. I've been losing sleep, unable to close my eyes at night and stall my brain untill exhaustion claims me. This does have a plus side in that I've been able to muck around with my markers and some writing even if the writing does make me wonder. I feel as if I'm going mad, I want to walk into the middle of town and sream and laugh and cry so hard I can't stand. I have a strange feeling that people mi

The world feels strange to me right now, it is changing or I am changing or my perception of how things exist has warped. I forgot how to breathe a couple of days ago and I almost passed out. I feel like I'm starting to believe, I feel like magic can exist and the world will listen to me if I speak to it. I feel changes going on but I don't know if I should stop it or if I want to stop it even if I had too. Someone left some cards in my room and when I picked them up I almot screamed, they had a powerful force flowing through them and had been picked personally for me. It felt like a strong burst of reality energy, Prime. I feel small magics